Hello Beautiful,

The name is Martha. Eighteen. Tall, tan, and ridiculous. Get to know me.

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They are half and half….
Like me….
I found it hilarious but then again I am supa lame.

They are half and half….

Like me….

I found it hilarious but then again I am supa lame.

My mother.

Isn’t perfect, but I love her anyway. She was in and out of my life as a child due to mistakes she made. Even though I hated her so much for putting me through so much because she couldn’t get her life together, but no matter how mad I was I missed her so much. I love her more than anyone on the face of the planet. Sure we butt heads a lot, like A LOT, but I am who I am because of her. I am independent, strong willed, and all around a better person due to her teaching me to be that way. She wants nothing more than for me to not be like her. And it’s sad to think its was her bad decisions that led to the situation that led to me. An unwanted child. She could have ended my life or even give me away, all choices my family wanted her to do. Raising a child that came from someone you despise, a child that clearly will change everything you do, to try so hard to change your life for someone you haven’t met yet. I admire my mother. No she isn’t perfect, she is a complete bitch sometimes, and honestly I cannot stand her, but I am still a child in my heart when it comes to my mama. I love her with all my heart, I do. Raising me not to be like her and yet I am so much like her, raising me on her own when her family refused to acknowledge that we were related to them, my mother is an admirable women. Flaws and all.

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In three weeks Senior year will be over.

And the thought that it’s been five years and so much has changed, shocks me in a sense. I would never have pictured myself with the people I am, where I will be going in the near future, and the people that I’ve lost over the years. So much has changed, and I feel as if we went from “the worst class ever” to “a wiser class”. We’ve lost together and grown stronger together, when all went silent we comforted each other. My high school life wasn’t some amazing thing, but I am proud of where we are. I’ll miss everyone, but we honestly all need to get the hell away from this place.

That’s my boy. He was playing COD while I was obsessing over korean pop stars. He is such a nice guy listening to me be a fangirl. :D

That’s my boy. He was playing COD while I was obsessing over korean pop stars. He is such a nice guy listening to me be a fangirl. :D

<3

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